{Nothing can save her now}

{prologue}

*loves:
{white chocolate hazelnut
{coffee bean
{pink
{curly brown hair
{beaching & partying
{chatting girls' stuff
{my hunneys-chocolixr,djcube
{hanging out with hunneys
{ice skating!
(hogging on the phone
{helping people
{singing the campfire song with THEM
{warm cheese sausages
{waterfalls
{warm baths
{BLACKeyeliner
{stars

*loathes:
{wannabes
{ACT coolers
{sadists
{people who act hot
{hmm.wet blankets
{HORROR movies
{people who force me t watch HORROR
{baopiies
{cars w/o signals
{lipstick especially RED

{sweet secrets}

_.Get into LASALLE
_.LONG heart shaped pendant(:
_.CANON 350D!!
_.black top from fareast
_.halter neck
_.coat from FOXwomen
_.electric GUITAR
~~_.black nail polish~~
~~_.mp3(:~~
~~_.BODYSHOPwhitemusk(((:~~
~~_.princess earrings~~
_.adidas watch(ITS NOW SELLING AT 45 BUCKS!)
_.BLUEeyes..
_.summer vacation
~~_.1/2 cardigan~~
~~_.contacts!!~~
_.hit 165cm
_.limited supply of WHITEchocolate hazelnuts(:
_.CURLER!
_.teach piano(:
~~_.fox top~~
_watch kavi get a bf before i leave the school {she'll never but i shall persevere}
SPOILTrotten,but still sweet(:

{my hunneys}

SarAh(curly side hair!!)
RachELLe
taAhira taahiraaa(buttock face dramamama)
jOelOser:D
koMaThayye-bouncy curls
ChuanKai?!
dArius
deannA!
stEphaniE
draycO
NiChOlas
NOOBIE):<
KeneSU
JunDaaa
JudY
KurT(singing sensation)
SiTi
wirDa
fAith
viVien
celesTine
CanDicEEE
My friendster pr0file

{whisper t me}

{credits}

Afianne
Blogskins.com
Moargh
Vbrush
Juvenile Casualty
Foto Decadent

{bygone}

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{to do list}

_.singapore river with hunneys

Friday, January 12, 2007

FINALLY i can come to this page!
i've been trying sooo hard to SIGN IN!
then they kept saying i wasnt a blogger..
stoopid. {i'll tell myself to be aware of not
to write anything about kavii first, so some
people(better not to name), will not start
their "lesbian" thang.}

OKAY LETS TALK ABT TRACK :D
my first day there was KINDA FUN! actually,
the part where my self-entertainment comes
in, contributes to the "fun". (:

when mdm siti was taking attendance, stoop
boon kept throwing small rocks from the
running track at jays & me. i ignored. then he
went on throwing. i IGNORED again. then he
threw somemore I WAS SO FED UP. cos I
SUUUPER ABHOR SMALL FLYING DEBRIS HITTING
ME. then i picked up a massive boulder.(palm size,
but still considered massive compared to the
tiny debris) then i just THREW. (without aiming)
and it hit....(figure out urself) then boon gave that
ascending squeal. and a spasticated face.
(I LIKKEEEE WHEN NAUGHTY PEOPLE GETS THEIR
REWARDS:D) TALKING about spasticated that
leads me to my other constructive. jared doing
splits. i know. verbal irony. whats with him man?!
first doing splits second doing breakdancing.
you'll take months to master splits.:D

we did 100m
sprints. and that explains my limping for
alr FOUR DAYS! OUCH. haiyo thanks alot la
jaysree. when i was on the phone with jerome
all then she went to tell mdm siti that i was
participating in the cross country! million
thanks, avocado.

I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THERE WAS A CROSS
COUNTRY! im tellin u jaysumaa. i'll just stand
at the finish line and wait for you.

NOW JEROME'S HOUSE yesterday!
Boon and I went to jeromoe's house after
painting. my disgusting blue "chapalang"
umbrella had these metal sticks sticking out
so i dint wanna use it. (even though boon
was dying to be under the umbrella)
so WE WALKED IN THE RAIN!! DAMN FUN!
and then we reached Rong's house. taahira
had to leave): and so jerome was admiring
his smooth waxed legs and jared was playing
guitar and boon was thinking why his hair
looks like algernon's...
and me and..(i have to do this) KAVITA started
dancing to gone so young. HAHA we wanted to
act out the play but she kept saying she couldnt
look into my eyes..!!! yea. we were supposed to
accidentally pick up the clip together and she
touches my hands and look into each other's eyes
then when we're abt to kiss, she'll say: "your eyeliner
smudged." but i failed miserably cos she KEPT
LAUGHING! then we read fates for the boys and
spasticated with the small guitar a little, and went
home! :D thats about my day.

p.s boon if u wanna talk about our "lesbianity"
go ahead! "HECK...I DON'T CARE!"

and deraj if u find this detailed, you're so wrong.
& don't take it to heart. you're not gonna die.
its just a psychological thing. we will rescue you!

7:15 PM
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Sunday, January 07, 2007

Whats with the retarded word verification man.
It just pisses me off.

i have sooo many things in my mind that i wanna
say out. but i just simply cant put em into words.
thats when, kavi. she just take a look at me and
she knws everything im thinking. EVERYTHING.
we're just. TOO TELEPATHIC. in EVERYTHING.
I SWEAR. EVERYTHING. our moods are all the same
at different points of time in the day. we think of
the same things. this is soooo freaky.

{boon.jared.jerome.rashyd....}-im telling u guys
WE ARE NOT LESBOS!! I TELL U.
i bet she told the whole world saying im
her lesbian.. shit man. its becos of me that she
doesnt wanna get a boyfriend. HAHA.

junda, arron, ahmad, and whoever else. im warning
u she's agreSSIVE. only I can stand her:D or the
other way round? ahhh. dunt feel like blogging
anymore..

THIS is just for you kavi.
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and
try to get to you You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets
me like you do You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't,I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and
try to get to you You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me
like you do You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and
try to get to you You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my ONLY one.

1:28 AM
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Friday, January 05, 2007

IM SOOOOO SRY FOR NOT BLOGGING FOR
SOOOOOO LONG PEOPLE! OK FIRST day was
kinda ok(: soooo many ppl got caught on the
first day! dumb school. my skirt was soooo
super long! and they still say my skirt was too
short. ):<

canteen food SUCKS! but my hunneys rock my
recess! ok fast forward to FRIDAY! CCA DISPLAY
ROCKS!!! -despite the fact that we were walking
arnd like retards. but it was SOOO FUN! i was
carrying the axe going arnd scaring the sec ones!
i was shocked when so many GUYS were 'fraid.
(: let the pictures do the talkin now(:

jared confessing love for kavii. (: awwh sweet sweet love!

bimboooooooos!

JEROME YOU ROCK TO THE EARTH'S CORE!!!
THANKEW FOR THE BLAZER!!!! THANKEW SOO
SOOOOO MUCH JEROME! I CANT THANK U ENOUGH!
ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
and it was sooooo funny at jerome's house ystd!
jared and kavita were so obediently obeying my
fantasies/desires! i wantd them to present the
sunflower to each other! SO CUTE!
and then later while we were walking to the
bubble tea shop and waiting for taa, we made a
role play! kavi had to use the axe and try to
attack jerome, and i had to save him and get
injured on the way, and jared had to catch me
when i fall.
AND THEN THANKS ALOT LAA JARED
made me fall FLAT ON MY BUTT.
i shall repeat. CATCH. not WATCH me fall.
anyway yesterday was suuuuuper fun la!
hope all of us can go out next week again
jared if u say promises are meant to be
broken and back out again I'LL SLAAAAAAAAP
YOU TILL YR WHITE SPECS BREAK AND UR
TEETH FALL OUT AND YOUR FACE DISTORTS
I TELL YOU!

p.s im 163cm(((((:

10:36 PM
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Monday, January 01, 2007

i cant believe its only 2 more freakin'
days till school starts. and i have been
a very good girl lately; (: not spending
any money after my dad splurged his
cash on technological devices on me!
ugh. i sound so geekish.
But i likeee being geek(: well.
sometimes. (((: and that leads me to my
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!

DRUMS ROLLLL......

and my new year resolution is:
TO BE A GLAM GEEK! HAHA.
ok i sound like a TOTAL HUNDRED AND
ONE PERCENT RETARD. my, kavii will be
so happy if she sees me calling myself
a retard. she's a damn sadist.

GLAM as in still goes shopping and partayyin
and stuff, not like glam as in burberry or
bimbotic model or whatso-evA.

hahah. and GEEK. hahah. JOIN THE SCIENCE
FAIR! AND SITS AT THE LOSER TABLE AND PLAYS
ENGLISH CHESS DURING FREETIME?

nope. means MUG MUG AND MORE MUGGING!!!

my glasses will add on another 50 degrees?
hope not. I WANNA GET CONTACTS!!!
ROOOOOOOOOAAAAARRRR CLAWWWWSSS.

call me crazy, I . DONT. CARE! COS I AM NOT
in favour or hiding behind a pair of hideous
glasses! im sorry guys; u ppl have just wasted
2 minutes reading my post. yep. but HECK
its new year! and oh. hope the rat scurried
outta the tent, ppl.

:D

6:30 AM
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